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Known as ♥Rara♥,Im 16 this year and Im Waiting for my N level results ! :)
I don't need any comments from you about my blog stuff
I do things my way and I don't need you to tell me what to do
Im nice if you are nice to me,Im sociable to people around me
Im an easy-going person and I love new friends
I may be a Hot-tempered person
Don't get over-the-limit. I'll be sarcastic and pissed you off
HATERS , YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF.
Peanut Butter Bread is my favourite :D
Im short but Im loud
I love people who loves me and I cherish people who cherish me
Friends comes and goes easily,But true friends will always stay
♥Kak Baby♥ is my beloved sister
♥My Beloved Ones♥ are my little babies
If you wanna judge me,then sentence me to next life

Kak Baby.

♥Her blog
She mean everything to me ; She plays an important role in my life
Just like my blood sister
Akak , I love you so much

Dar-links.

 Date: Sunday, November 28, 2010
Title: Sigh ... :((

The way of life im facing now do really sucks alot . Seriously .
Idk what the heck is happening . I feel so broke . Keep on daydreaming . Don't have that appetite to eat tt much . I realize i slim down as im thinking too much , didnt eat that well . Can i just know what's the things that im thinking about ? Fuck sia . seriously . Pbccb . Pekchek uh . haiyys . Have been interviewing for job and just waiting for calls . Hell yeah , somemore my phone prepaid balance got no value , how to call sia . i hope they'll call my house number uh . Urgh ! Then my friends and love ones will be contacting me and i can't even reply them back . Sucks man . Somemore i just wanna go out just to free my mind and have fun with my love ones . Its not that i forget about my family , i do miss them but i just dont know why im used to the atmosphere outside . After all the bad things ive done , and when i think about it back , i feel so down . Just go out put up a fake smile just so that im okay when im not . Sitting by the river is like making me think more and it always make me think of my past and sometimes , you're getting over of that person . Im totally confused and don't know what am i gonna do to have a life that will went smootly . Things are changing , people are changing in their own ways . Wassup with my life man ? Sigh .


Why is everything complicated ? :(


Date: Sunday, November 21, 2010
Title: I'm breaking out

hey peeps .
Life , has been complicated for me since long time ago . It feels so sucks and i really don't know what to do . If really i had a chance to rewind back the time or even start anew again , i really want to . I'm breaking out seriously . i'm out of nowhere being so blank everywhere i go . Have been daydreaming nowadays don't know what am i thinking of . Please  Someone , just help me out . I miss my beloved akak , Kak baby . I miss my sayangg , Zoe . Whom i always talked to , brng out all nonsense funny faces and things together and some other people . OMG . i gotta do something with it . Phuu ......

The only thing worse than being talked about is being talked about .
Love conquers hate .
I'm breaking out .


I'm breaking out .


Date: Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Title: Sometimes love comes around .

Hey . er , i know my blog is boring cause i didn't update for a long time alr . So sorry .
Things went so complicated adn it pull me down seriously . Gosh . why oh why ? hmm .
For the past few days have been meeting up with my akak and yeah . on tuesday never go anywhere . stayed at home . Today , stayed at home still , as my relatives came to my house for visiting for hari raya haji . Had a lot of worked to do and did have fun with my cousins that i'm close with . yeah . So now im just blogging cause firstly , someone said my blog is boring . hahah . and yes , im bored actually . heh . so yeah . Hmm..

I really don't know what to say with what is happening right now . It got so complicated , it brings me down and i really don't know what to do until i feel i'm not myself anymore . Sigh .
Yes , i know what goes around comes around . But i think it's getting worst . It's like , it has taken all of my energy . But whatever it is , i must learn how to live my life and just have to follow the flow of life now . Now , al i think i may have is my akak and my lovely ones that i'm having in my life and im greatful to have them :) Thanks guys .


So that's it .
Will update again ayee .
Winks .


Date: Sunday, November 7, 2010
Title: Oouu ..

Today , went to woodlands to meet up with shah and the rest . After that , headed to meridian jc that's at pasir ris . Damn far la .. alurhs . Nevermind .. i dont mind also . After that , headed to tamp and ate our dinner at kfc :) Got so binget cause of something .. sigh . Then after that go home .
Tomorrow morning will be meeting kak baby :D HUHU . I'm missing her , seriously .
Love her so much :)

Nowadays , i just felt so weak and kept on thinking so much of things that's in my mind and i don't even know what are the things are , actually. It seriously made me go haywire and crazy and lose my strength . Sigh . Things are getting so hard and complicated for me but why ? Fml . 

hmm .. happiness will find me and i know it will someday ..

When i wake up in the morning ,
will you still be here ?


Date: Monday, November 1, 2010
Title: :D !

Today morning went to meet up with akak. She's the sleeping beauty seriously. Must knock her room window then she'll be awake ! Call no use . But nvm, i know her pattern one :) So after everything , headed down to bugis, bugis street, yupp. We had alot of jokes today, in the train, everywhere we go, esp ILUMA ! :D Oouuu ... ;) hehs. After tt took train alight at aljunied then took cab to abg's workplace then me and kak bby teman him for his reporting at bedok. While waiting, i teach kak bby tecktonik and took pictures ! hah . we are the SIAOW EH ~ :) sisters ! When he finish alr, i went home and kak bby and abg went to tamp. Yupp. So yeah ..

PICTURES << I'll wait for kak bby to tag me in fb :)

I LOVE TODAY :) & my SIS ;)