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Known as ♥Rara♥,Im 16 this year and Im Waiting for my N level results ! :)
I don't need any comments from you about my blog stuff
I do things my way and I don't need you to tell me what to do
Im nice if you are nice to me,Im sociable to people around me
Im an easy-going person and I love new friends
I may be a Hot-tempered person
Don't get over-the-limit. I'll be sarcastic and pissed you off
HATERS , YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF.
Peanut Butter Bread is my favourite :D
Im short but Im loud
I love people who loves me and I cherish people who cherish me
Friends comes and goes easily,But true friends will always stay
♥Kak Baby♥ is my beloved sister
♥My Beloved Ones♥ are my little babies
If you wanna judge me,then sentence me to next life

Kak Baby.

♥Her blog
She mean everything to me ; She plays an important role in my life
Just like my blood sister
Akak , I love you so much

Dar-links.

 Date: Friday, July 30, 2010
Title: Dear diary..

hellohello !
Sorry for not blogging this few days .
okayyokayy , about my life , i seriously don't know what to say .
Have been with my group all this while and have been meeting my love .. 
Like everyday ?? whuu ! :D
like summary everyday im with my group :))

To dearest love :
Okayy , after knowing youu ..
its like the best thing of my life ..
Sometimes i don't even know why i could feel this way ..
But like talk serious , i love youu :)
and youu know abt it already .. I keep asking myself , can i make youu mine and will i have the chance to be with youu  and will youu accept me ?
Also , sometimes i think negatively like , okayy , confirm i tarkkarn dpt youu nyer ..
Sigh . okayy , whatever i cnn say is , I LOVE YOUU !!!! :D
Winks .

I love youu bby :)

To dearest mummy and daddy:
I don't know how to start on what i'm gonna say .
Yes, i may be bad after what is happening right now . I'm sorry .
I've think it through , and yeahh i want freedom but i also want youu both .
I know i can't live on my own outside and survive on my own but it's just that i don't want to just depend on youu mummy , daddy . Maafkarn farah .
I don't know why it's hard for me to say this all out to youu ..
Honestly , farah sayangkarn mama and ayah and i know i didn't show it and prove it to youu both . Yes , sometimes i've been rude to youu but i didn't even mean to be that way . I may be the worst in this family and i'm sorry . I won't even make trouble outside cause i know youu guys don't like it and you'll worry abt me and you've warn me that youu guys won't care abt me anymore . I don't even know why , that mummy just shoot out that i drink but i didn't ! Tsk . Everything change .. Especially me , but i know what i'm doing mummy , daddy . Mummy , daddy , i appreciate what you guys have done for me .. I'm sorry for all my mistakes that i've done . Haiyy ..
I don't know what else i could say ..
Forgive me mummy , daddy ..


Everything started to change ..
is it because of me ? ..



Date: Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Title: :)) jyeahahahs !

Hellohello ! :))
errmm , so about yesterday ;
as usual met up with my group to eat breakfast , but at last some of them didn't turn up -_-
haiyys . nevermind . Then after school yesterday met up with my group again .. i can't remember much abt yesterday . Gosh ! STM . Then after that , we headed to clementi .
So after that , sit at one of this void deck to study && at last i've completed my coursework ! huhu !! :D
After studying , Slacked . While slacking , met with one of this girl :)) Almost everytime i went to clementi and bought chocolate , she kept smiling at me . Malu sehy ! hahs .
So at last i could chat with her :) So blahblahblah , she gotta go . So texted with her .
And i gotta went home . So as she's busy , until i reached home, everything.. i waited for her message and call until i nearly fall asleep and yeahh ! she called me :D
Chatted with her for hours . So chat chat chat, she gotta put down the phone readyy . And nytenyte to us ! :)
And TODAY ;
As usual , today morning ate breakfast with darren . Then gotta go school . After school find for my group again as there's jamming . So yeahh . Went to clementi again and ate our lunch at ananas cafe . While i was sitting down , waited for my dearest as i really wanna meet her , dont know whye . So i fetch her infront of her workplace and went to meet up with my group. Was freaking damn shy , that darren know smtg ! tsk . Kept disturbing me that i like her , haiyyooo !!! Kayy nevermind . After that , my dearest gotta go as she gotta meet her parents. Blahblahblah . Went to ghim moh slack after that :) So yeahh , that's all for today .
Till now , i am waiting for her message !

I GOT A CRUSH ON YOUU ! :DD


Date: Saturday, July 17, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

Hellohello !
HAHA . so today , wake up in the morning as usual ..
Blahblahblah ..
Today , suppose to meet up with darren at 11am but i wake up at a wrong time .
So , met up with arhjas at commonwealth first ..
After that , darren came . Waited for carabelle at the busstop near koufu .
So after carabelle reached , took bus to clementi to meet up barry .
( I bought my studying stuffs .. ?? ) hmm ..
So slack with them too ..
After that , clare came and meet us at clementi . yeahhyeahh ..
After that , went to holland and slack .. Had alot of fun today , especially in the bus . :DD

around 9plus , went off and took bus .
so tmr , working . Must wake up early , OMG .
Tmr , cnt see my group ! .. sigh ..
Monday cnn ! huhu xp !


Will update soon alryte ! :D


Whyeam i so random ? tsk .


Date: Friday, July 16, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

hellohello ! damn sorry for not updating my blog .. Sigh .
Have been busy studying , working , slacking :)
Yeahh . This few days , made new friends and yeahh , now we're close :)
Like all of a sudden ? :D
Have been stress thinking of the upcoming exams and other things i have to think of.
In school didn't know why , i'm like doing my own stuffs . Felt so tired and sleepy dont know why . Tsk .
Nevermind . Must tahan ..
And at last i could check my profile everything . gosh .
Almost everyday , go home late . haiyyaa ..

hmm .. i don't know what to type readyy ..
have been busy .. Will update soon :)


I'll try to make a change ..



Date: Friday, July 9, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

So today , as usual .. school was okayy but kinda boring .
I dont know why ..
So after school , Stayed at school for awhile ..
After that , before going to work , slack with jas and her other friends ..
Yeahh . played true or dare .. but it's like totally a dare game . Haiyyoo ..
Felt so paisey because of a few things . Wohoo ! :0
After slacking followed up with jas and one of her friend to queenstown library .
Yeahh .. after that , I'm off to work ..
Work was abit tiring for me but its okayy .. And hell yeahh .. my nose bleed during that tyme . sigh . Blahblahblah .. Ended work as per normal .
After that , met up with kak bby for awhile and i went home .

So yeahh ,, Reached home everything ..
Suddenly , Nose bleeding again . Urgh .
Haiyys ...
 Got so sick this few days .
So thats all for today ..


Dehdah ..


Date: Thursday, July 8, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

H
Hello beybehs ! :)
Ahaas . so today , school was okayy ..
But , i also had my N level english oral .. Tsk .
I hope i did well just now .. OMG . It was damn scary once i stepped inside the hall and my heart was beating so fast like chu chu train . Sigh . The examiner that test me look so unfriendly & i'm smiling to them throughout the oral exam uhr . What's wrong with me ?
Haiyyooo ..
So after that , went for work ..
Ended early today .. And meet up with my DEAREST KAK BBY ! :D huhu .
Happy taw aku ! i miss her soo much cann ? :))
Yeahhyeahh ! i don't know what else i wanna type ..

I'm just so happy uhr ! :D
 so i think that's all for today ..
Will update soon :)


Aku sayang kak bby ! :D
 Loves ..  


Date: Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Title: ?

Hellohello ! :)
So today , went to school as usual . But i don't feel like i wanna go school as i'm feeling so sick and i'm forced to . So as usual , trying my very best to concentrate and focus and understand about the topic . yeahh . Youu cann do it rara ! Sigh .
After school , had to stay back for chemistry test , after chem test , at 3.30pm went for Quality learning for 1 hour . After the class ended , smoke outside 6c for awhile with val . After that , walked with val to queenstown . So , she went home by train & i took bus as i'm working .
Felt so sick while working & tiring . Haiyyaa . Must tahan larhs .
Today is okayy for me . I guess ??



A person in school ,  is making me to find trouble with him . Seriously , like fuck ! Sial , buto ! When youu walked past me with your girlfriend , wanna roll eyes on me for whad and step muker garang & kerek buwat aper sial ??!! aku ader hutang dlm hidop kaw perr sial !! Ehy jantan , kaw pyke kaw bnyk punyer baek perr ?? Lepas satu , satu . Lepas nieh saper plakk mangse kaw ?! Youu cnt stay single is it ? KNN CB . Tarkmu jady dramatic sngt uhr , ckp yg kaw saket jantong larh , aper larh . Burik . Darh ader mataer , lagy2 ex kaw lagy .. Teros terang kaw pandai ckp , pentengkn kwn as they are the one give youu blessing , whatever shit uhr . Skrg aperr sial ?? luper kwn lamer kaw sendiri ?? Ehy sial , aku tark perlu kaw nyer jeleng nieh sumer uhr . Kaw nark complain kat mataer kaw psl aku ker , psl dulu kerr , pegy bilang uhr siol ! tuh darh lepas uhr . Aku tawu aper yg betol uhr . Pyke aper yg kaw darh buwat kt aku buto ! Pyke kaw bnyk punyer jujor perr ? Pompan kaw belom nmpk true colours kaw uhr . Aper dier tawu ckp , " alah , laky mcm gituh " . Kaw tarkyah nark ckp2 psl aku kt pompan kaw ataw kwn kaw smpi dorang asek tngk2 aku . Kaw tarkkarn slamat uhr .
Kaw tunggu jerr satu hary . tarkyah nark maky2 kt blakang aku biler kaw walk past aku .
KAW MEMANG PEH SIAL !





Everybody sees it's youu ..
  But i'm the one that lost the view ..
I miss youu ..


Date: Saturday, July 3, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

Ermm ..
So , have been schooling ..
Studied so hard till i can't take it anymore ..
Sometimes doze off during lesson but wake myself up by slapping myself ..
Have been so tired working for the three days straight ..
Sigh ..
N level oral is coming , so must try my best ..
After that prelim exam coming .. Must try my very very best ..
N level is coming , so must try my very very freaking best ..
YEAHH !


Tomorrow will be working again .. :)


will update soon again .
Loves .




There is no guarantee that this life is easy ..