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Known as ♥Rara♥,Im 16 this year and Im Waiting for my N level results ! :)
I don't need any comments from you about my blog stuff
I do things my way and I don't need you to tell me what to do
Im nice if you are nice to me,Im sociable to people around me
Im an easy-going person and I love new friends
I may be a Hot-tempered person
Don't get over-the-limit. I'll be sarcastic and pissed you off
HATERS , YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF.
Peanut Butter Bread is my favourite :D
Im short but Im loud
I love people who loves me and I cherish people who cherish me
Friends comes and goes easily,But true friends will always stay
♥Kak Baby♥ is my beloved sister
♥My Beloved Ones♥ are my little babies
If you wanna judge me,then sentence me to next life

Kak Baby.

♥Her blog
She mean everything to me ; She plays an important role in my life
Just like my blood sister
Akak , I love you so much

Dar-links.

 Date: Sunday, September 26, 2010
Title: follow the flow .. :DD




hey hey ! nyeheh .
Okayyokay ! This few days have been going out ? yupp .
Went for visiting for hari raya , with my friends ! yup . Sorry cause i didnt upload up the pictures . Wanna view the pictures , all in my facebook account !!!!! yup yup .
I feel so broke nowadays yknow !! freak . Must save to piggy bank alr . hmm ..

See the picture above ?
Whatever that is gonna happen to our life, must be strong and never give up even though how hard it takes . Even though you're alone or what, it doesn't mean that you're not loved . You are yknow ! :DD Must follow the flow of our life ..... and that's what i'm trying to do now :)
Yupp yupp !!! :D


Oh , and by the way ;
This really made me go haywire and sort and shout out alot of vulgar words and just get so mad and crazy ! Im like urgh ! you ! make me so ,, Fuck youu !!!! Seriously !!!! i'm fucking hating you to the core . Why are you so fucking no face uhr ????? Still dare wanna come to my house and visit for hari raya ??? eh fuck uhr !!!! Somemore wanna bring your girlfriend up ? heh . Funny uhr you... ! cb !! you got me sort eh !! i asked my friend again some questions . OH . still wanna try asking me again ? NB . And you're such a low face person !!! seriously . Wanna wait under my blk & dont wanna go up to my house. let the others go up and wait for them . huh . why ? Can't face my parents after what you've done to me ? feel guilty huh ? If you did dare to come, i'll slap your fucking face infront of your girlfriend and pissed you off and embarass yourself infront of others . You're the worst guy that all your ex-es had loved uh ! especially me ! I'm sorry to say this , I'm like fucking hell cursing you whenever i saw you or heard something that got to do with you . You make burn in hell , Fucker !!!
Ooops . i'm sorry .




* i guess , i'm not interested in guys anymore .
 


Date: Friday, September 24, 2010
Title: what the fuck is wrong uh ?

I don't know what the fuck is really wrong this few days . I got so fucked up and irritated sometimes in some situation . What the heck is wrong man ?! Fuck . In school i can't concentrate that much but i'm really pushing myself to just focus ! Slapping myself especially .
things keeps on bothering me like , urgh ! tsk . I'm just not at the right place . seriously . please . Okay , skip ! enough.

MUST BE STRONG .
MUST !!!


I LOVE MY LOVELY ONES , YAY !!! :D ahaas.


Date: Thursday, September 23, 2010
Title: Sigh ..

Things really don't get so well right now ! REALLY ! It's affecting my life since the 2 days back that i got so dumb ! Fucking get myself in . I didnt really expect this to happen but it happened that day . First person i get to contact was zoe sayangg , SECRETLY somemore . urgh ! One fucking idiot officer pissed me off and get the hell out of me by his words . Fuck to myself also . Since then , i felt lost, so cold , so dumb , so miserable ! VERY !
After all the things that has been settled , "thing" pull me down like seriously .
Didnt went to school the next day cause of a "reason" .
Have been meeting up with zoe sayangg and joycelyn . I'm so like , greatful and thankful to have them in my life . After losing someone's trust and i know that i'll never get it back . I'm really sorry . Now gonna stick with wonderful friends of mine . Nomore nonsense anymore ! nomore !!! urgh .

SPEECHLESS AND OUT OF WORDS.
GOT SO LOST SINCE THEN.
CONFUSED.
i DON'T KNOW .

Will update asap .


Date: Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Title: What's up w the life right now ?

Sorry guys for the lack of updates and for not blogging for a really long time .
Life for me have been messed up . Didnt know whats happening to me right now. It sucks yknow . Have been going bad to worst in school . Issues in school . Alot uh ! Have been slacking with my friends and some of the days, studying . Hari raya had started long time ago , went to visit my relatives and i asked for forgiveness from my family members  and cried . sigh . N level is also coming up soon again on the 4th october . hmm .. Please wake up the hell out of youfarah ! urgh !

Have been finding for someone to be by my side, someone who can guide me through in my life, someone who can support, be the one who knows what's right or wrong for me, everything . The one whom i could really can share everything with . And i really know now that the person is my akak bby . Met her just now and told her everything ! She was really dissapointed on me for what i've been doing everything as she doesn't expect thisto happen to me . Yes, i know that she have been busy with her work and we've drifted apart for a long time . i miss her so badly  , seriously . After showing her my results, I felt so bad. Since the last time i've met her before today, i really dont know what to say about myself. Now , she'll be the one knowing what i'm going to do , where am i going after school cause ii'll be informing her everything. She wants the best of me. It's for my own good . Akak , thanks for everything . I know i've dissapointed you and i'm really sorry. I'm really lost and confused w everything right now. I didnt really know that you really care for me this much and i'm thankful to have you. Seriously . Haiyy .. Thanks akak and lastly i'm really sorry and i'll try my best okayy ? .. iloveyou .