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Known as ♥Rara♥,Im 16 this year and Im Waiting for my N level results ! :)
I don't need any comments from you about my blog stuff
I do things my way and I don't need you to tell me what to do
Im nice if you are nice to me,Im sociable to people around me
Im an easy-going person and I love new friends
I may be a Hot-tempered person
Don't get over-the-limit. I'll be sarcastic and pissed you off
HATERS , YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF.
Peanut Butter Bread is my favourite :D
Im short but Im loud
I love people who loves me and I cherish people who cherish me
Friends comes and goes easily,But true friends will always stay
♥Kak Baby♥ is my beloved sister
♥My Beloved Ones♥ are my little babies
If you wanna judge me,then sentence me to next life

Kak Baby.

♥Her blog
She mean everything to me ; She plays an important role in my life
Just like my blood sister
Akak , I love you so much

Dar-links.

 Date: Saturday, May 29, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

Today , wake up , fresh up myself and get ready for work . Help out my manager to pack up stuffs for the singapore zoological thing . Was really tiring . After work , met up with kak bby at her house . After that , took bus one hundred to bugis together and meet up with others . Had a great time there . So , around don't know what time , went back together with kak bby . Chit chat for awhile . Around ten , i went home . So that's all for today .
( SORRY FOR NOT UPLOADING THE PHOTOS , my phone cable LOST . )

Dearest akak ,

I'm really sorry about just now . For the way i texted youu just now . I didn't really mean to do that , seriously . I don't want just pasal tuh kyter mcm ginie . Maafkan adek . I'm not forcing myself to say sorry to youu , it's cause that i know that adek yg salah . Haiyys . ALL I CAN SAY IS , I'M SORRY .. LIKE A MILLION TIMES . Forgive me and my attitude just now . I'm sorry.. :(


Loveyouu akak ..


Date: Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

Today , as usual .. Wake up early in the morning , fresh myself up .. Get ready for school . Have been meeting up with kak bby . Everyday ; before going to school and after school . Gonna takecare of her until she recover . I WILL :) So yeahh , school for today was really boring . Then after school , met up with kak bby . :D ! yeahhyeahh .. Slept at her house and wake up at the wrong time even though i've already set my alarm . Sigh . but , it's okayy ..
♥ Will be meeting up with kak bby again tomorrow :)


Date: Monday, May 24, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

So , i'm damn sorry for not blogging this few days . I know my blog is dead & that's what my kak bby say . HAHA :D
So , last saturday .. went out with kak bby and with her sister to bugis . Had a great time with them :)) But in the end , some problem occured. My day turned out to be the stressfull and sad day . Overnight at kak bby house that day . Don't wanna talk much and think about the problem anymore .
So , on sunday .. Went out again with kak bby and met up with her other sis . Headed to town . then around 4 plus went off cause gotta meet my dad at jurong east . Blahblahblah , haiyys . Don't wana talk about it anymore .


Akak :) Get well soon okayy ..

akak , get well soon okayy .. i know how pain it is but try tahan for this few days kayy ? Akak , sorry taw .. cause i can't teman youu and takecare of youu today :( Anthing just pass to me , So i cnn also feel the pain that your feeling right now .. SERIOUS . I know your strong ! :) adek will pray for youu to get well as fast as possible okayy ? Will always remind youu to eat medicine .. if not , i will ugot youu in a lame way .. :D ! tomorrow i'll meet youu up okayy ??
Will takecare of youu :)

Love youu akak :)) 


Date: Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

Have been meeting up with my dearest akak and i really love those time being together with her :)

Akak , those times that we were really close , like damn close .. I really miss those times . And now i'm getting it back again cause i don't wanna lose it anymore . Finally , i've confessed out what's in my heart just now and whatever i said is from the bottom of my heart . I still remember the start till the end on how we got close . During school time , that is when we were really close . But in between , there are things that happen that made us drift away for quite sometime . I was really sad and idk why i felt so scared to lose youu . I cried so badly cause i didn't expect that it would happen . But in the end , idk how we solve it and get back together again . Fetch youu and go school together , sent youu home .
Again , we were not as close after that . As i was attached . I did really wanna spent time with youu , don't wanna leave youu even though youu still have bobo and monkey . But it seems that i don't have the time . Yes , i did cried for youu . Cause i miss youu and also i didn't get to be with youu . Always wanted to be there for youu but i didn't know why at the first place , until youu share with me everything . The last time i saw youu in school is went youu finished your N' level . After that , there's no more sight of youu . I felt so out of place and missing of someone in my life that's youu . When school end , we lost contact for a long period of time . I really miss youu alot . When i miss youu , i looked at your picture , prayed and hoped to meet youu soon . I didn't give up till now . And now i'm free . YES AR .
After whatever you've shared with me just now , saying that akak tarknark layan adek sngt as youu think that i'm the same as others , i was kinda shocked and knew that its true . But , it's okayy . Now , I've got youu back . I'll make an effort to make time for youu akak , i will . So now , we always meet up .. Doings things together , laugh together , everything .
Akak , how i wish youu were my bloodsis . I've already treat youu like one . I love youu so much & i won't dissapoint youu . Im not gonna do things that will hurt youu and things that youu don't like . Yes , i remember what i've promised youu & i'll never break my promise .

Whatever i cnn say now is that , i love youu so much akak :) 


Date: Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

So , today as usual .. hahs . Meet up my sis , kak bby in the morning and ate breakfast at the coffee shop . After that ,  took bus one hundred and go to my sis work place . Slept in the bus , cause the journey like so long but it's okayy .. my sis shoulder like pillow (sorry akak .. :D !) hahahahaha . A few more stops gonna reach to her work place . Sat there for awhile and see how the things go . yeahhyeahh .. Then after that i gotta go to school for training . After training , fetch her at her work place . After that went back to her house . Fresh up myself there , everything's done then we planned to watch movie . First , the virgin killer but then the disc like spoilt , dhen we watch Tom&Jerry . but in between , kak bby doze off , next , is me . So we both slept until 6 plus . After that gotta go home . 

Akak :) ! i love youu so much !


Date: Monday, May 17, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

So , today .. as usual wake early in the morning , fresh up myself .. Feeling so damn tired . Sigh . Get ready for school to turned up for the last exam paper that's physics . Before going to school meet up with kak bby :) Yupp :D !!! Like normal , took bus , i alight first and she's off to work . So , reached school , pray hard to do well in my examinations . After the exam , went home straight cause at 3pm will have soccer training at school for our finals against Siglap . So went for the training and end at around 5 plus to 6 . So after that went home . Feeling so horrible and tired . REALLY .

So .. i think that's all for today .

 Wuhuu ! Mid-year exam is over :D !
No need to think much .. only a few days of stress-free after that gotta concentrate with N' levels . -.- Sigh .
 


Date: Sunday, May 16, 2010
Title: dear diary ..

Alryte . Sorry didn't update my blog that often . So now, gonna share what I've been doing for the weekends . So yesterday, met up with kak bby and steph at bugis ,  fusion . So , from what i remember, after that went to bugis street for awhile then went to 269 to eat & drink . Sat down with one of this guy, talk talk until he say out the word update to " updet " :D hahahah . Until bobo come . Then go back to fusion . Then go to bugis street again . Around ??? (don't know what time) .. Took cab back . Did alot of plannings for my kak bby . BIG SURPRISE . Wuhuu ! :D Dhen yeahh .. i think thats all ? ... Hee ~




So then for today, wake up early in the morning as i have to go for work . Damn working until 5plus . Wah damn tired . i hope for the days i've been coming for work , must get the pay that is fair for me . Please ! ( Got good :) reasons behind it , yeahhyeahh :D ) So yeahh , after that get back home then one of my cuzzy came to my house, waiting for me to come back from work while waiting for her family to come . Yeahh , after that went out to two handphone shops i usually go to check on the phone price that i'm aiming and also same goes for my mom . Blahblahblah , get back home . Yeahh .. thats all for today .


Date: Friday, May 14, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

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Got sick and tired of being sick and tired of everything that's happening in this life. Have you ever felt to just surrender and let it be on god's hand, praying hard to not let anything bad happen ? I did. I don't know why is world turning the other way round. Got so worked up and mind is blank.
Gotta pray hard and support myself.

Follow the flow of this life.
 
Knowing that life is only once.
You can do it RARA :)
JUST BE STRONG !


Date: Thursday, May 13, 2010
Title: Dear diary ..

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So today, as usual, wake up early in the morning, fresh up myself and get ready for school . But before going to school , meet up with sis bby . After eating breakfast together , went to the interchange to wait for bus ONE HUNNDRRRED . Took the bus . I alight first and there goes my sis bby in the bus otw to her work place . Today, took home econs mid year exam paper . Phuu . I tried my best, answered most of the questions compared to last year as i tikam-tikam only. Wuhuu ! :D So paper finished at around 9.20 plus .
So went out to school, went to qsc to buy contact lens. End up the shops open at 11 plus . Gosh . So went home and decided to buy it tomorrow then. Reached home gotta help out my mom before going out. After that, fresh myself up again, get myself ready to go jurong point to collect my cuzzy's specs and after that went to meet my sis bby again !!! :) Our gylerr time starts again. Had a great time with her ! yeahhyeahh :D

Okayy. See alr the picture above ? :)
Yes , that's my beloved sis bby :D
Akak , we may not have the same blood in us and yeahh i'm treating youu as one, my bloodsis .. We may not be as close as we used to during the school time.. But those memories we had together that moment of time, is the memories that i will be thinking of for the rest of my whole life. Never will i forget about it and especially YOU . I really miss the memories and i want it to back again . Still remember the start of it :)
Yeahh . Yes, i know how much youu love me and yeahh , i really do . Okayy , i'll study hard, i'll try my best, okayyokayy ?? Your not gonna suffer if youu know how to make change of it . So , here i am with youu . I'll be helping youu, will be supporting youu and yeahh i'm ready to go through the ups and downs with youu. Betol ~  :)
Okayy, i'll remember what you've said to me today, i will :)
On 22nd may, CONFIRM ! :D
And yeahh , i'll be waiting for the day akak ..
Waiting ...
Iloveyouu akak :) ... 


Date: Saturday, May 8, 2010
Title: dear diary ..

So today ,,
got three missed call from don't know who and three messages .. saying ..
hey , how are youu ? whad are youu doing ?
Second message , MORNING MORNING ! boo . ( pfft )
Third message , Farah , dah bangon ? (means , youu awake ?)


Gosh . I seriously don't feel like replying . Sorry .


So , today my house was kinda full as my relatives came to my house .
Got so busy in the kitchen helping out to prepare drinks for them, everything uhr .
After that , freshed myself up again to go for work .
Start to work at six till closing . Got so tired and sleepy at the same time .
Brought some food back home . Took bus home and reached at around eleven plus p.m !


OMG . seriously, my eyebags is getting worst . Panda bear eyes .


So , thats all for today .


For my mom ...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :)
Mummy , i'm so sorry for all my wrongdoings towards youu . I didnt mean to hurt youu. Forgive me myy .. Whadever it is , your still the greatest mom that i ever had in my life. Yeahh , iloveyouu mummy . Okayy , i may not show my love to youu as your daughter but iloveyouu . Really ~


Lastly , happy mother's day !


Ly youu myy .. :)




Date: Monday, May 3, 2010
Title: ...

hey-ho :)
so, for the past few days went to my cuzzy's house at pasir ris. and yeahh .. overnyte there .
Had fun over there .. urm :)
At night, me and my big cuzzy, arin took some cotton balls to make fireball . hahs :D spray a cologne at it and light it up with lighter .. huhu !! we're like acting so childish doing some stuns like the dragonball-Z . haiyys ! :D
Dhen the next day, wake up, fresh up myself, everything .. around one plus went to tampines mall to send arin's phone for repair. Dhen walkwalk the whole round of the mall to get a nice drink . After that went back to his house for some rest and around five plus, gotta get ready to go for my another cuzzy's bdae party at wdlands :) So, we reached thr around 7 plus. Sit for awhile, dhen after that went out of the house with our cuzzies, amirul and kak liza . So slack and chat for awhile, blahblahblah.. get back to their house . So few mins later, gotta get bck to arin's house. So today, went back home, my home :) Reached home at 7 plus. Packed things up for school tmr . Hmph.. Mid-year's coming . gotta try my best . phuu.

                                i don't wanna be SOLO.