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Known as ♥Rara♥,Im 16 this year and Im Waiting for my N level results ! :)
I don't need any comments from you about my blog stuff
I do things my way and I don't need you to tell me what to do
Im nice if you are nice to me,Im sociable to people around me
Im an easy-going person and I love new friends
I may be a Hot-tempered person
Don't get over-the-limit. I'll be sarcastic and pissed you off
HATERS , YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF.
Peanut Butter Bread is my favourite :D
Im short but Im loud
I love people who loves me and I cherish people who cherish me
Friends comes and goes easily,But true friends will always stay
♥Kak Baby♥ is my beloved sister
♥My Beloved Ones♥ are my little babies
If you wanna judge me,then sentence me to next life

Kak Baby.

♥Her blog
She mean everything to me ; She plays an important role in my life
Just like my blood sister
Akak , I love you so much

Dar-links.

Date: Saturday, April 24, 2010
Title: today..

Today, went to work early in the morning at ten ! At last, i've to work at 6 until closing. So met up w zieta & we both went to my house. Blahblahblah, after that get ready for work later . Went to bpp, just to walk around and yeahh, time to get to my work place . Luckily there's mesha to guide me w the things i have to know.. yeahhyeahh :) Hmm.. idk whad to talk about today's work . -_-'


I kept thinking of the memories i had w my love ones and recall back . Almost everyday ! I've to let the memories that really made me feel unappreciated, away, MUST . All i ever wanted now was the memories i had with my love ones, the ones that i really love the most . Like, i want it to be real again for my chapter of life now . Especially the moments that i had with my sis bby when we're close like damn close . Time really went so fast that it made me wanna catch up and get closer w my love ones . How i wish i could slow down the time and make things better ? , one step at a time . I'll make an effort on it & believe that the dream that i always want it to be reality will come true .
Rara will not fall ..
  
If my time is up ..
let me know right now ..
i will find a way ..
To your heart again ..
& I WILL .

So , I'm speeding..


Date: Sunday, April 18, 2010
Title: ...


So yesterday, there's soccer training after that went home to get ready for interview for work . So next week, i will be starting to work . Went for the interview with fhadila :) And yeahh, we went to eat, everything .. walk around the area.. hahs . We got nowhere to go :D .. So after that, planned to go her place to lepak :) She take the guitar & there we went to one block. Did a cover that is rahsia cinta . A job well done ! huhu ! :) so, learned some keys, chords for that song .. Practice ! Practice ! Then its time for me to go home .. Home sweet home .


Love.. 
Do youu know that iloveyouu ??

Open your heart ..
i'll makesure that i'll never let youu down.. 


Date: Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Title: ...

I cnt stop thinking about it .. haiyys ..
Im falling .. & all i need to know is should i fight for love or disarm ?
Should i just let it go and force myself to forget about it & be far away from youu ?
Idk ..
I dont wana fight this kind of war .. The dream that ive been chasing , want so badly for it to be reality , Its going away ..
Maybe this is whad it is meant to be ..
God, please give me some strength .. Im wondering whye i always see youu in my dream.. ? 
ahh ..! Idk ..


haiyss...


                                          My L.O.V.E ..
 


Date: Sunday, April 11, 2010
Title: SMILE ..

My feelings....
 
Ive been feeling this way & i don't know why..
Yeahh, i'm smiling & will be thinking tt everythings okayy..
But, im empty inside .. why the heck am i feeling this way..
Sigh.. Must get rid of it, MUST. Hmph..


& yeahh, this feeling is still in me & my heart ..
I'll just have to calm myself down & keep on trying & smile all the way :)
Its just a matter of time & yeahh .. i'll be waiting ..
:) The dreams i dreamt, about me & youu made me feel im in the situation whenever i woke up.. Thats the dream that ive been chasing & want so badly for it to be reality.. & i hope so .


It seems that my life is messed up.. Gotta lift myself up on my own .. yeahhyeahh.. RARA cann DO IT ! Just keep smiling, just keep smiling :)


:).. P.S , i miss the someone ..


SMILE :) ..





Date: Saturday, April 10, 2010
Title: today..

Sorry i didn't blog this few days cause idk whad to think of and post, hmph..
so today wake up early in the morning cox gotta accompany my grandma to the polyclinic for her blood test and check-up. Its like so damn early and once i reach there. Gosh, long queue. I just have to wait.. so after registration everything, have to wait for check-up. Its so damn long until i asleep, sitting down ! hmph ! and yeahh, went to the lab for her blood test dhen to the pharmacy to collect the medicine. Went home, blahblahblah.. planned to go to the library ..
After that me and my cuzzy decided to go bukit batok library also meeting up w my friend liyana.. So after meeting up w her, went to the library to return some books and went home ..thats all about todayy.. :)


Date: Sunday, April 4, 2010
Title: have youu ever thought to have a sis ttz older dhen you ? i did & i have & i treat her like one :)

:)..
have youu ever thought of having an older sis ?
i did & i treat her like one .. & i love her so much :)
knew her and get to know her as we're in the same school. I still rmb everything. The happy moments we had together :)
i miss those times till nw even though i still meet her up..
ive always wanted someone like her to be a part in my life and im so grateful to have her nw :) since the day ive known her, i treat her as my bloodsis. & yeahh. She's my only sister bcox i can't afford to have many. I would not want anything to happen to her cox im afraid & i cnt bare to lose her. i really need her in my life. She's very important to me. Im doing the best i cnn to fullfill my duty as a sis & i will. I won't hurt her and if she's down or she broken inside, i'll try my best, with all my strength, to fix it back and lift her if she fall but i know that she's strong. Honestly, from my heart even though we alr met each other idk why i always miss her. I felt lucky to have her :) Thanks god :) & thanks to her too cox she has been there for me when i need her the most, everything :) I hope this could last forever..

   I LOVE YOU akak


 


Date: Saturday, April 3, 2010
Title: evrything about the past two days !!! :)




helloo peeps !
sorrysorry cox i didnt blog this few days :)
so 2 days ago, went to ecp with my cuzzy's fam and yeahh.. we had so much fun there :D
ahh !!! tanning again uhr ! haiyyoos.
went for swimming twice.. played some games in there..
hahas !!! dhen, after that we rest up and dry ourselves up and went to fresh ourselves up :) yeahhyeahh !
so, at 6 plus we rented the two seats bicycle. Ride for almost two hours, ttz damn tiring ! One whole round tau !
hahs :D but then we rested for awhile ttz when the pictures above have been taken :) the gylerr of us !! yoyoyo !! hahahahahs :) .. we went howm on tt day.. so me and my other two cuzzies sleep over at my sis sdare hse cox its alr late at nyte.. yeahh !! :)
so yeahh, the next day HOME SWEET HOME :)
so,, after that decided to myte my beloved sis KAK BBY :D...

 so, nw about my GREAT DAY w kak bby !! :) that was ytd .
so myte her up at bugis, the fusion pool . so met up w some of her sisters :) and made friends w the quiet one, hahs ! my sis didn't have the good mood on tt day but turn out to be a good mood :D yeah .
so after that me and one of her sister cnt rmb whadz her name follow her up to bugis street for some shopping ;)
she spent alot of money ! haiyyaa. so some probs happen in btwn and yeahh. dhen went to eat. after that met up again w her 2 other sis at fusion pool II. after thatt planned to slack nearby w kak bby's house. took cab to her house :)
urm. after reaching to our destination, went to blk 4. im just listening to the chinese conversation and try to understand :) hahs. i only understand some words ttz kannina and cibai . hoho :p
OMG !! i saw something ! i had goosebumps all e way.. so its alr tyme to go.. her sis went howm dhen i went up to her house to wash my feet evrything cox of some reasons. urm. dhen chat w kak bby for awhile :) so i told her whad i saw evrything and she told me the story.. we had a long chat ytd nyte. :D so after that its tyme for me to go home .. took bus home dhen the bus breakdown ! cb ! wait for another bus, so dumb late uhr. haiyys ! so yeahh, after i reach pending ttz somewhr nearby my place. so i walked home, alone ! suddenly a man wearing white evrything. seem to be from a mosque but hw cme he cnn ctch up w me ? :O
i feel tt im like having a long journey to get howm until i realize that its just nearby ! gosh.. suddenly the man dissapear after asking me a qn ! who is he ??? i didn't saw him walking back or whad like wth ? haiyys
nw ended up i didnt bring my house key and im locked outtside my house for half an hour ! ahh !!! at last i get in ! my mum purposely don't let me in cox i went howm late. i told her evrything whad had happen but she don't even believe me . haiyys .. so yeahh. my end up by a qn who am i talking to on tt nyte ?? ooooooooooo....

nehmind, forget it ..



Date: Thursday, April 1, 2010
Title: Will i let you go ? // knowing tt life has to move on.



Keep repeating the same song which is never let you go by Justin bieber :) yeahh..
have youu ever youu ever thought of someone that youu love and will youu ever let the person go ? Whenever youu get close with the person, you'll feel like your in heaven and in your heart you're like so happy.. true true ? hahahs :D
does it mean.. LOVE ? hoho.
 
haiyyoo, idk whad to type ready.. haiyyaa..
ermm.. so today, its like kinda a sad day for me cox of some reasons.. cnt stop thinking of it, hmph..
so school ends early and after that there's sports day. hmph.. i run also like wth, get in third place for 4x400m never get anything uhr. pfft. damn tired uhr..
 
and nw, i realize that im leading my own life on my own. I need someone that i could hold on to but i guess there's noone so i'll just depend on myself, haiyys..
i must be always prepared to face the challenges ahead, yeahh ! :) rara cnn do it !
 
 THAT'S LIFE ! :)